| Location | Leesthorpe Melton Mowbray |
| Age | 19 years |
| Date of Birth | 6/1977 |
| Date of Death | 10/1996 |
| Visitors | 3,368 since 11/11/2007 |
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gavin william peters 21/10/96 age 19 builder,at home with his parents.leaves a older sister tina
neice amy and youger sister jennifer overdosed gavin was our only son, he had many friends and was
happy confident person,he had everything to live for, car, work,money,he was very happy,well we
thought so , untill my husband got up in the morning. and found him dead in the lounge, he had been
out the night befor with his mates,but his girlfriend said if he went with them she would finish the
relationship, he went, with is mates,when he got back she telephoned ,him 3 times after midnight ,
she finished with him ,that was the end of my wonderful boy.we all miss him so much,his older sister
had a breakdown,soon after and its 11 years now and tina has never recovered,we have now been left
with a mental disabled daughter, not only did his girlfriend got him to take his own life she has
took tina,s in a different way
As I sit here safe in heaven
And watch you everyday
I try to let you know with signs
I never went away.
I hear you when you're laughing
And watch you as you sleep
I even place my arms around you
To calm you as you weep.
I see you wish the days away
As you beg to have me home
So I try to send you messages
So you know you're not alone.
Don't feel guilty that you have a life
That was denied to me
Oh, heaven is truly beautiful
Just you wait and see.
Please live your life and laugh again
Enjoy yourself, be free
Then I'll know with every breathe you take
You’re taking one for me.
GOD BLESS GAVIN.
Shine your beautiful light on your loved ones.
Hi Gavin it was grandad nogins funeral today, it all went as well as it could,
Hope he is with you now and passed on my message to you
missing you so much
Love you Mum xxxxxxxxxxx
Please See Me Through My Tears
by Kelly Osmont
You asked, "How am I doing?"
As I told you, tears came to my eyes...
and you looked away and quickly began to talk again.
All the attention you had given me drained away.
"How am I doing?"...I do better when people listen,
though I may shed a tear or two.
This pain is indescribable.
If you've never known it you cannot fully understand.
Yet I need you.
When you look away,
When I'm ignored,
I am again alone with it
Your attention means more than you can ever know.
Really, tears are not a bad sign, you know!
They're nature's way of helping me to heal...
They relieve some of the stress of sadness.
I know you fear that asking how I'm doing brings me sadness
...but you're wrong.
The memory of my loved one's death will always be with me,
Only a thought away.
My tears make my pain more visible to you, but you did not
give me the pain...it was already there.
When I cry, could it be that you feel helpless, not knowing
what to do?
You are not helpless,
And you don't need to do a thing but be there.
When I feel your permission to allow my tears to flow,
you've helped me
You need not speak. Your silence as I cry is all I need.
Be patient...do not fear.
Listening with your heart to "how I am doing"
relieves the pain,
for when the tears can freely come and go, I feel lighter.
Talking to you releases what I've been wanting to say aloud,
clearing space
for a touch of joy in my life.
I'll cry for a minute or two...
and then I'll wipe my eyes,
and sometimes you'll even find I'm laughing later.
When I hold back the tears, my throat grows tight,
my chest aches, my stomach knots...
because I'm trying to protect you from my tears.
Then we both hurt...me, because my pain is held inside,
a shield against our closeness...and you,
because suddenly we're distant.
So please, take my hand and see me through my tears...
then we can be close again.
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009
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Son
I remember the first day back then
When your life had just begun
And the midwife smiled at me
And said here you have a son
Your little heart was beating
Your skin was soft and pink
And i was proud as punch that day
And im sure that god gave me a wink
Years passed by you grew fast
And you was the bestest son of all
And i was blessed to have you
A son that stood so tall
And now i sit here weeping
As ive lost the son i had
And no amount of comfort
Can replace the love, and im sad
I want you back besides me
To tell you that its all ok
I cant understand why your gone
Or why god took you away
I want to relive them moments
Of the day that you were born
Just to change the way life was
Instead of you being torn
I will find you one day son
And i shall get my answers why?
But till then i have my memorys
Until the day i die
It’s lonely here without you.
We miss you more each day.
For life is not the same to us
Since you were called away.
God Bless Gavin.
Lots of love and healing thoughts to your family.
XXX
To all my GTS friends,
Sorry for the lack of tributes and the lighting of candles recently. I’m afraid things haven’t been too good for the last couple of weeks I have done nothing but cry just recently. I haven’t had access to the Internet since 13th December thanks to BT! and in fact I have had to borrow my Son’s computer to send this. Last week I had to go for an assessment with regards to my job because of the emotional state I am now in as a result of the taking of Rebecca’s life. For the last week I have had a really nasty flu virus which has really wiped me out, I have hardly been able to walk round, and then yesterday when I got our local paper, they were doing a review of the past year’s events and they had done an article on the sentencing of the monster who murdered my poor Rebecca and going on about how vicious it was and how he was found guilty of torture. As you can imagine, it brought back lots of very upsetting memories. So all in all, I’ve been in a bit of a state.
I send all my loving and healing thoughts to you all at this very emotional time of the year and of course all my love to your special angels in heaven. It is such a very difficult time to get through. Although we know they are always with us, we still miss their physical presence don’t we? I just can’t wait for the 2nd January to come when it will all be over.
Thank you for all the lovely things you continue to put on Rebecca’s site – the tributes, the candles and the lovely pictures and presents. They all mean the world to me and I know they will to Rebecca.
I cannot express in words how much this site has helped me. Being in touch with people who genuinely know what I feel like and who genuinely care has made such a difference to me and I would like to thank you all for your friendship, support and your love and hope and pray that somehow things will get better for each and every one of us.
God Bless.
XXX
Right now I’m in a different place
And though we seem apart,
I’m closer than I ever was.
I’m there inside your heart.
I’m with you when you greet the day
And when the sun shines bright.
I’m there to share the sunsets too.
I’m with you every night.
I’m with you when the times are good
To share a laugh or two.
And if a tear should start to fall
I’ll still be there for you.
And when that day arrives
That we no longer are apart.
I’ll smile and hold you close to me.
Forever in my heart.
Lots of love to you too Elizabeth.
XXX
with love always xxxxx
♥♥SNOWMAN KISSES♥♥
♥Snowflakes from Heaven as white as can be!♥
♥Can build a Snowman for!♥
♥all to see!♥
♥He's cute and cuddly and full of good wishes!♥
♥And wants to give you a bunch of his kisses!♥
x♥x♥
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